Wednesday, November 18, 2015

We'll Carry On

(Sung to the old Irish tune “Danny Boy”)
Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

Oh Prabhupada
Lord Krsna sent you to this world
To bring us home
Back home where we belong

You did His will
You pleased the Lord, you served Him well
Now you’ve gone back
Back home where you came from

Though it appears
You’ve disappeared now from our eyes
We know you’re here
Still here within our hearts

We’ll carry on your mission
Srila Prabhupada
With Lord Caitanya’s help
We’ll keep you in our hearts

Though it appears…(repeat)


The Day He Walked into My Life

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

The day he walked into my life
The day his eyes met mine
Our hearts became connected
In a bond that transcends time

The feeling that I felt
Of an eternal connection
He seemed to see my past
He could see all that I had done

His eyes were deep and dark and 
How they shimmered in the light
His majesty was unsurpassed
His radiance, such a sight

He stood aristocratic
In the center of the room
With head held high, he looked to me
More radiant than the moon

I’d never been so touched
In all my life until that day
When Prabhupada looked in my eyes
I gave my heart away

I made a vow right then and there
I’d serve him all my life
Somehow, by Krsna’s grace
I keep continuing to try…

Remembering today
That powerful glance of Prabhupada
I know that I was blessed
To meet that messenger of God

And now as I recall that day
He strode into my life
Desire to serve his mission
Swells within my heart and mind

His eyes were deep and dark and 
How they shimmered in the light
His majesty was unsurpassed
His radiance, such a sight

He stood aristocratic
In the center of the room
With head held high, he looked to me
More radiant than the moon

I’d never been so touched
In all my life until that day
When Prabhupada looked in my eyes
I gave my heart away

I made a vow right then and there
I’d serve him all my life
Somehow, by Krsna’s grace
I keep continuing to try…


Take Shelter of Krsna's Name

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

When the chips are down
And you’re wearin’ a frown
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When the goin’ gets tough
And you’ve had enough
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When so-called fun
            ain’t so fun anymore
The body aches
            like it never ached before
Find the panacea you’ve been lookin’ for
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

Mundane pleasure’s a joke
You’ve given up hope
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When you just can’t cope
You’re at the end of your rope
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When life gets depressing
            not a friend in sight
When the thought of comin’ back here
            fills your mind with fright
When the tunnel has no end,
            what to speak of a light
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When Maya’s pressin’ hard
And you let down your guard
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When your rounds get slack
And you’re feelin’ the lack
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When your sadhana’s slippin’
            and startin’ to slide
Your devotional creeper
            starts to wilt inside

When the grass starts lookin’ greener
            on Maya’s side
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When you try to do your best
But it comes out a mess
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

Whether you’re depressed
Or crazy or stressed
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When the threefold miseries
Relentlessly disturb
Your efforts to be comfortable
            prove absurd
When life is like old subji
            with no more curd
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

(Maha-mantra)

When Maya tries to lure
            your mind and senses astray
When cuttin’ down on japa
            starts to seem okay
When the taste for the holy name
            has drifted away
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When you’re suffering in
            this temporary place
You look in the mirror
            and see a morose face
Pick up your beads
            get a higher taste
Take shelter of Krsna’s name

When the clouds in your sky
            are hangin’ low and gray
Rise before Surya
            starts to show his rays
Get up before dawn
             before the start of the day

Take shelter of Krsna’s name
Hare Krsna
Take shelter of Krsna’s name
Hare Krsna
Take shelter of Krsna’s name
Krsna Krsna…


Sri Krsna Sankirtana

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

When you’ve tasted everything there is to taste
When you’ve chewed all there is to chew
When you’ve tried everything there is to try
What else is there to do?

When you’ve already been around the block
And painted all the towns red
When you’ve traveled through every species of life
But all those bodies ended up dead

When you’ve tried all the pleasures available here
But you’re still hankering for more
What else is there to do, my friend
But surrender to Sri Sri Nitai-Gaura?

(Refrain)

Glory to the Sri Krsna Sankirtana
Which cleanses the heart of all dust
Accumulated for many years
The layers of anger, greed and lust
It extinguishes the fire of conditioned life
Of repeated birth and death
It spreads the rays of Caitanya’s moon
Of benedictions it’s the best
It’s the life of all transcendental truths
The ocean of spiritual bliss
It enables us to fully taste
The nectar we all miss

There is so much suffering out there
What can you do to help?
Just giving them material things
Can’t change the hand they’ve been dealt

What is the highest welfare work
Eternal benefit to the soul
Which you can offer to the world
That’s best for all, both young and old?

Lift up your voice, lift your arms, my friend
And raise them to the sky
Sing aloud the Holy Names
Surrender to Sri Sri Gaura-Nitai!

(Refrain)

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare


One More Desperado

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi ACBSP                                      



Lord, I'm ready to come home
To the land of cows and cowherds
To the place where every step's a dance
Where every word's a song



Lord, I'm tired of this prison
And it's You, Lord, I am missin'
I am sorry that I left You 'n' that
I've been gone for so long



I've tried so hard for pleasure
But with pleasure came such pain
I've tried life after life, but
Bliss I never really gained



I've grown so tired of wandering
I no longer want to roam
Lord, I'm one more desperado
Comin' home



Let my mind be drawn to You
Like a river to the ocean
Like a drowning man wants air, Lord
Let me crave Your holy names



Let me bathe in Your love
Like a turtle in the Ganga
Like a lizard in the sunshine
Let me bask in krsna-prema



Queen Kunti prays, “Please let me
Be attached only to You!"
Let my mind become attracted to
Your form of storm-cloud blue!



You promise if I come back
I'll no longer have to roam
Lord, I'm one more desperado
Comin' home



(Instrumental)



Let me hold tight to Your feet
Like a monkey holds a sweetball
Like a honeybee loves nectar
Let me love You more and more



Yes, I'm eager to come home
To the land of milk and honey
Where everything and everyone
With love they serve You, Lord



Like a man lost in a desert
Yearns for water most of all
I am desperate to return, Krsna!
Oh, Lord, please hear my call!



I've been through crores of lifetimes
I no longer want to roam
Lord, I'm one more desperado
Comin' home



Due to my sinful desires from Your
Abode I have been hurled
By Your grace I understand now
I don't belong in this world



I am cryin' out to You, Lord
From this place where I've been thrown
Lord, I'm one more desperado
Comin' home



I’m a child cryin’ to its mother
You’re my shelter—I have no other
Lord, I’m one more desperado
Comin’ home


O Keshava!

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

Did You hear me last night?
I was praying to You
I was hopin’ that You were listenin’

Right in front of the enemy
I laid down my bow
‘Cause the courage I needed was missin’

Your servant, Mayadevi’s really testing me
She shoots me with her temptation arrows
This path back to Godhead is a razor’s edge
Please keep me on the straight and narrow

Will You come to my aid?
Will You save me from this plight?
Maya’s piercing me with her arrows day and night
I’m bewildered by her temporary, fleeting sights
And I’m feeling too weak to pick up my bow and fight!

(Refrain)

O Keshava, O Yadava, O he Dinadayal!
O Govinda, O Madhava, she shoots me and I fall!
O he, Murari, Giridhari, he Krsna!  Gopala!
I’m a helpless soul and I’m praying to You
Please hear my plaintive call!

Did You hear me last night?
I was whisperin’ to You
I was hopin’ that You were hearin’ me

I don’t belong in this world
But I’m afraid to let go
And I need You to calm this fear in me

I’ve heard about Your mercy toward Your devotees
How You rescue them from illusion
Lord, I’m suffering in this world, don’t know how to get free
I need You to clear up my confusion

I’m a bewildered soldier whose heart’s turned cold
I beg You, Lord Sri Hari, save this fallen soul
Help me accept Your pure and truthful message bold
Lord, I pray You’ll help me make Your seva my life‘s goal

(Refrain)




Lift Me Up

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

(Refrain)

Lift me up
Srila Prabhupada take my hand
Lift me up
Please let me be part of your plan
Lift me up
Srila Prabhupada I am yours
Reach inside and find the love in me
To offer to my Lord

Lift me up
Make me an instrument of truth
Lift me up
Make my heart pure as morning dew
Lift me up
Make love of God from my heart flow
While I’m still here please let me serve you
And in the end please take me home

Prabhupada, I’m suffering in this world
‘Cause I wanted to play God
But now you’ve come to heal me
And take me home, dear Prabhupada

Like a transcendental surgeon
With ancient wisdom as your knife
Remove all my anarthas
Uplift and heal my life

(Refrain)

Prabhupada you were the purest soul
That I have ever known
Your powerful words of truth would melt
A heart that’s made of stone

Please work on me, please chip away
The stone around my heart
I pray you won’t give up on me
I’ll try to do my part

(Refrain)

Your Guru Maharaja’s wish
You always tried to serve
You were totally surrendered
To his transcendental words

Please help me be surrendered
As you showed us how to be
Purify my heart so I can
Serve you faithfully

Help me be surrendered to
Your transcendental words
I’ve made my vows at your lotus feet
Now help me keep my word

(Refrain)


Jaladuta Sailed Ashore

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

(To be sung to the tune of “Michael Rowed the Boat Ashore”)

Jaladuta sailed ashore, Hare Krsna
With Srila Prabhupada aboard, Hare Krsna

Vaisnava sadhu dress he wore, Hare Krsna
Srimad-Bhagavatams he bore, Hare Krsna

Left the village he adored, Hare Krsna
He’d never crossed the sea before, Hare Krsna

Jaladuta sailed ashore, Hare Krsna
With Srila Prabhupada aboard, Hare Krsna

Courageous servant of the Lord, Hare Krsna
From his face God’s light shone forth, Hare Krsna

Came out West to serve the Lord, Hare Krsna
Came to give and nothing more, Hare Krsna

Jaladuta sailed ashore, Hare Krsna
With Srila Prabhupada aboard, Hare Krsna

He told the Truth in his purports, Hare Krsna
Explained the ancient Vedic lore, Hare Krsna

He taught us how to serve the Lord, Hare Krsna
Made devotees by the scores, Hare Krsna

Jaladuta sailed ashore, Hare Krsna
With Srila Prabhupada aboard, Hare Krsna

He brought the news of Nitai-Gaura, Hare Krsna
He opened up Vaikuntha’s doors, Hare Krsna

The rains of mercy he did pour, Hare Krsna
Changed our hearts forevermore, Hare Krsna

Jaladuta sailed ashore, Hare Krsna
With Srila Prabhupada aboard, Hare Krsna







Back Home to Me

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

One early country mornin’
On a quiet country road
I was walkin’ chantin’ japa
Lookin’ deep inside my soul

Feelin’ sorry I’m so fallen
Disappointed in myself
Thinkin’ how’ll I ever make it 
Back home, back to Godhead?

Lamenting in my reverie
Just then, the answer came to me
So simple and so plain to see
It satisfied my soul, it satisfied my soul

(Refrain)

Just remember Me
Become My devotee
And then by My mercy
You’ll surely be released and come back home
Back home to Me

Some days I feel lonely
And some days I feel sad
Some days I feel discouraged
And some days just plain bad

But I’m learnin’ to take shelter
Of Your wise and perfect words
Yes, I’m learnin’ to stay equal through
The dualities of this world

My dear Lord Krsna, You’re so kind
You spoke the Gita which heals my mind
With words so simple and sublime
They satisfy my soul, they satisfy my soul

(Refrain)

So daily in my journey
Down life’s rocky roads
I remember what You told me
How You said You’d take me home

Your words echo inside me
They help me to go on
Even though I feel unworthy
I trust and just keep on

The hope of coming back to You
Keeps my heart and mind enthused
Helps me want to please You, too
By serving Prabhupada, by serving Prabhupada

(Refrain)



Prodigal Child

Vocals and instrumentals by Phalini devi dasi

I remember a place
Where no one ever dies
Where no one ever suffers
Where no one ever cries

I remember a Person
I loved so very much
I miss His lotus eyes and
I miss His loving touch

I know although this world
Was made by Him, it’s not my home
I long to go back to that place
Away from which I’ve roamed

Dear Lord, please take me back home
To Your lotus feet, I pray!
Oh, won’t You let me come back now?
I’m tired of being away!

(Refrain)

You are the Lord of my heart
And since we’ve been apart
I’ve suffered night and day, Lord
This life on Earth’s been hard

I am Your prodigal child
I’ve wandered many miles
And I think that I am ready now
Ready to come back home

I’ve wandered in this world
For many, many lives
From body to body
I’ve had husbands, I’ve had wives

But no one was a soul-mate
Like the One I left back home
I wonder why I left Him
Perhaps I’ll never know

But that’s not so important, Lord
As getting back to You
You’ve allowed me to forget You here
But now I know it’s true

This place is not my real home
No, my real home is with You
I’m sorry that I left You, Lord
I hope to see You soon!

(Refrain)

You are the Lord of my heart
And since we’ve been apart
I’ve suffered night and day, Lord
This life on Earth’s been hard

I am Your prodigal child
I’ve wandered many miles
And I think that I am ready now
Ready to come back home

I am Your prodigal child
I’m tired of running wild
I miss You, Lord
And I wanna come back home